Dear Scott,
I'm only 26, but I've been teaching for a couple of years here in Australia (grades 7 -12). About 3 months ago, I came extremely close to losing the plot altogether - I could not deal with anything; routine, expectations, superiors, programming, even so much as making myself a cup of coffee. I went to see a doctor, was told that I most probably had Generalised Anxiety Disorder, was put on Aropax (Australian trade name for Paxil), moved 3,500 kilometres across the country to be with my mother and brother (and familiar surrounds), and to get the hell out of the teaching profession. About a month ago, my psychiatrist diagnosed me with ADD - this put so much in perspective. I've been on Ritalin for close to a month now, and the difference it is making is phenomenal. Also, do your research on Paxil - ask several doctors and pharmacists what they think, because it is recognised as being the most difficult SSRI to come off (quitpaxil and paxilfree are two informative websites, although you have to ignore the ranting and raving and form your own opinions. I've had one psychiatrist tell me that they believe it is a terrible drug . Not to be depressing, but it needs to be gradually weaned from the system. Good luck with everything, brother! (PS: teaching is bloody hard work, especially when you're not feeling too crash hot!) By all means, feel free to contact me.
BenM38025.8155439815First and formost, drop the anger.........that can only be destructive to U and anyone around U..... If U feel anger, STOP and drop what ever U R doing...... do something else. if U R having a problem with some student and they R driving U nuts STOP and move on to something else and come back when U R feeling better...........
I was put on Paxil and Welbuterin (spelling)...It made me ill..... The Paxil also = Yuck... I do NOT like medication.....Only take Aspirin. U somehow need to chill out, and NOT take life so seriously....Put your problems on Jesus, let him have all of them, ask him for help..... HE WILL HELP U...... I am not nuts saying this...it is true.
I use to live in Santa Anna in 1964 and 5...... Went to Willard school I think??. Live in Tx now (retired US Miltary.) So get your head into something else and chill out the best way U can......... drink 3 buds........ get with good friends, take your wife out and have a good time......do something different that does NOT cost $$$$$$$$$$ park, hiking go to Lake Arrowhead or Big Bear..... Go to Mojave Desert and explore, chase and catch lizzards (let them go after though (LOL)
Good luck