
PLEASE
Please.
Please.
Please.
Please.
having every hope shattered...sometimes I feel that I have to hang onto
that one last hope...once that's gone that's it..and that's so wrong
because the present should be what I'm livingSabina - bite yer tongue! Or - let me for you that might work better! LOL
Ah - I do recall the days of negative Glen. Kind of like bizarro Glen - but the uniform sucked and my grammar was better. Oh - and bullets and such could hurt the dickens too. well you get the idea. Glen get on topic now.
I wish I could give you guys a transfusion of how I feel most days now. For me - once I got on meds and began therapy I turned into a new person. Someone who wasn't wishing out of the whole living scene. Someone who didn't always bash himself for past sins - or waiting for the next fudge-up to happen.
There was a time - well about 30 plus years' worth of time where I was feeling like life was viewed through frosted glass. Nothing seemed worthwhile - I was always either being reamed out for the last thing I destroyed or seeing the accident happen in slow motion - either unable or unwilling to change it.
I looked in the mirror - and really hated the "man" I saw. He was everything I hated - self involved, lethargic, unkempt, miserable, clumsy, etc. etc. Whatever in life I wanted not to be - there he was. How could I not be sullen?
Now - with the meds and therapy I realize how messed up my self image and world image was. Now I see glass half full, I see how people really are - and how I really am!
Oh resistance - how I wish I could just mind meld with ya and spread the joy! I'm like a born-again - only didn't have to! Life is good now - even when it's so-so!
I know one thing for sure though that I CAN let you know without the vulcan touch: YOU ARE LOVED AND VALUED - RIGHT HERE!
Buddy, I can speak for everyone when I say - even when the world (including yourself there) gets you thinking that all is lost, there's always a place here for you. The other thing is - that life is ever-changing, and this carousel will bring you to a happier frame of mind sooner or later.
Brother - get yourself to a person you trust. Do you have a therapist? You see how I harp on that one - don't get me started! 
Seriously - talk here, talk to a pro - but do talk out your woes. I remember that pre-med when I did find someone to talk to it helped, even then.
Talk to me if you like! I promise to let you get some words in - really!
Later dude - it all looks better once you walk through the looking glass - just don't eat the chocolate raisins you see - trust me on that one!
- Glen
Me too. :-(Why?
Did you become alienated?
Seriously man, what kind of freaky drugs are you on?yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?
I am a man woo-hoo! the meds aren't working!!!
Well, come back to the Tapestry.
The Resistance!
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