Ok I have posted griping so much about medicine that I thought I would actually post something positive
I think I finally got it right! I am now taking metedate CD 20mgs in the am and another 10mgs of the same at lunch time.
Side effects have been mimimal ( other than feeling it in my face -- I can deal with that), and I am SUPER calm, and able to get through the whole day feeling almost normal.... I have finally found the definition for normal ( I've been asking myself what normal is too..)
For me, "normal" means being able to control your thoughts and emotions so that you can be a productive member of society.
Just thought I'd share
Sherry
Glad it's helping! Life can be such a challenge, when your so locked up in your own mind.