hi guys. thanks for the concern. ive never taken adhd meds before, but for a long time ive taken caffiene or energy pills so that i could stay awake in school and actually pay atention. for the past year and a half i've been suspecting it in me and kind of 'knowing' that i had something..but the military hospital that i go to has docs that dont seem to really care or want to hear me out. lately, these past few weeks, i feel more confused and agrivated and started to research depression which led me to adhd. i researched this and many other things that i could possibly have for about a week strait. i think i left my chair once or twice..i appreciate the concern from you guys..kinda feels like an "internet family". =) i actually get excited to come home sometimes to see wha the family is up to..lol. yea~ call me crazy. it just feels good to know that someone is speaking my language. sriously. and what trips me out even more is the fact that many of my close friends and a guy ive been seeing off and on for several years are add/adhd. i never knew it until i talked to them about my own suspicions in myself, then they admited their secrets to me. it makes sense to me, they have certian adhd qualities in them that i have in myself..like sense of humor...
bad news: i just broke one of my littlest pet shop toys..im so sad =(
Lost - that last sentece I've seen a couple times and messes me up so much! pet shop toys - I see and comprehend "pet shop boys" - one of my fav bands and it does not compute.. LOL!!
Just had to say that.
Oh - and I love love love mah toys. Luv luv luv luv luv! Big toys for a big boy.
Why did I do that? No idea - my inner child told me to.
i just went to Toys R Us and spent a little over a hundred dollars (US dollars) on toys..
for me!! LOL..
before adhd, i would look fondly at toys while walking thru the mall, but turn my head away and force myself to look at the grown up things (yuck) with my friends. but today i needed to go to the toy store and buy my neighbors kid some birthday gifts. i bought her two teddy bears and the rest was for me. my room looks lively now! and im not embarrased either! lol...
one of the toys is a dog puppet. it barks when u open and close the mouth. my dogs loooooooooooooove this toy and i love playing with it with them! so i got another puppet like this but its a frog and it ribbits! hahaha im having the time of my life with these puppets! =)
lost honey ---- what do you mean by "before adhd"???What jonesy said.
But for TOYS! Ah - when with my ex shopping for the kids it was painful. I had to keep saying "for the kids - for the kids keep it together dude". I wanted to go down the lego aisle saying "MINE MINE MINE". I love action figures, models, any gadget that goes "bloop bloop" "bang bang" or any cool sound. I wanna have everything!!
That's the sweet part of being single. If you truly MUST have a toy - get a toy! Right now I get a toy off ebay for my darling nephew's PC I'm building - but I get one for me as well when I can. I got a silver add-on for my PC - it's a cigarette lighter (for a car) and a cup holder! Looks like a sports car now vroom! Damn lighter I need to fix though the element doesn't light up. Oh well it LOOKS cool so I didn't return it. I can fix it eventually.
Toys - ah my favorite! Get behind me Toys-R-US!