My grandmother tells me all the time I need to stop eatting so much but she dont understand the worries that are on my mind and how I get so depressed that I just eat till I cant take it no more and I just get sick. Right before I got ingaged to the man I have now I would worry that I would not have a man of my own so I would just be alone for the rest of my life. that worry is gone.
But I still worry about my friends and some other things that im going threw with my family.
It is so bad that I wished that I would just run away. And some times I wished that I would just kill my self, or just smoke or drink my self till im dead...
some ppl tell me not to talk that way because they love me. But they dont understand the way I feel about my life. Every time that I wanna spend time with my man my bro tells my dad and I get into trouble because of me being in the same room with my man and the same shower as my man.
I found out that I am ADHD and I think thats part of the reason I talk to much because im active of the mouth. I know this doesnt make any since but I just want some answers thanks.