My employment history pretty much stank, except for one job that I was good at. I left it for a few years, because I wanted to see what else was out there. I wasn't ready to settle into a career for the long haul. There was also a part of me that wanted to leave before anything bad happened. I felt like I was pretending to be good at my job but eventually I would slip up, mess up, or get bored. So off I went.
The bad things actually happened when I left. Wow, the grass is so... NOT greener on the other side. I discovered there were TONS of really miserable jobs that paid a lot better, but were not at all worth it. So I went back to my former job. This time around, diagnosed and on medication, I don't feel like a big fake anymore. I can honestly say that I am really good at what I do. (That is the first time I have ever said that and meant it.)
Things have gone really smoothly for the last year, and I now have the confidence to make professional opportunities for myself. Today I found out that I was approved accelerated training/early promotion! I started the reading assignments today. I have never read 100 pages of such boring stuff with such enthusiasm. (OMG, ever yawn and do a snoopy dance at the same time? Wierd, trust me.)
Aside from the reading assignments, my work is interesting and I no longer have that awful insecurity about my job performance. My boss actually gets irritated when I am oversensitive or paranoid about my work/time management/communication skills/organizational problems. It still seems a bit like this is happening to someone else. But I am starting to accept that I have a job that I am good at and that I actually like.
**mumbles about starting that dating thing again, out of excuses** 
Great on your job success!Wonderful, Reisa. 

Reisa,
The fast track promotion is really excellent news. That is a sure sign!
Best Wishes.
Great!!!