Hi,
At almost 31, on the verge of failing my senior year in vet school I was diagnosed with ADHD inatententive type. It has been a few weeks now since the Dx was official and i just started on Concerta and Lexapro 4 days ago.
I have really mixed feeling about having a diagnosis. Most of me is glad that all my past "failures" finally make sense and that I have hope for a more succesful future. The rest of me is worried that it is in my nature to use this as an excuse (Lazy) and that I am going to be in that small percentage that the meds, therapy, coaching ect.. do not work for them. I know I have to let go of these fears or I won't succeed, but I felt the need to share them with people who may understand
My concern now (the reason I joined the forum) is the medication. I started on the 18th with Concerta 18mg for 3 days, then 36mg for 7 days then 54mg plus 5mg lexapro for 6 days then 10mg. Today was my first day on 36mg.
How do I know that it is working? So far I don't think it is. I am not sure wether or not I am less distractable (I don't think so) but I am definetly more lethargic. Being primarily inantentive, high activity was never my issue, but it is worse now. I don't even feel like doing the few things I was will to do before. I have been struggling not to take naps during the day because my sleep at night is lowsy enough at it is. I do manage to fall asleep (exausted) at a decent time, but I am awake just a few hours later. I am not sure wether this is becuse of the meds directly or because that is when I become hungry. I am not at all hungry during the day, the idea of food is unpleasent (until 3am). Unlike most ADDers sleep was never a major problem for me and I miss sleeping through the night
. Does my body need time to get used the med's, or is it time to thow in the towel and try something else? I don't want to give up to quickly because I am a VERY broke college student and the meds were expensive.
Please Help. Thanks....Jessi (DVM2Be)
.IMac38947.420150463[QUOTE=IMac]I think it is unfortunate that you were started on two very different medications at the same time; hard to judge if the stimulant is working. [/QUOTE]
The reason they did that is that my "leave of abscence" for veterinary school ends in a few weeks. High anxiety was one of the reasons I left, so I wanted the anti-a to be fully functional when I start back. The problem now is, like you said, I am not sure which of the two is causing the issues. My vote is still the Concerta that is the issue because I felt even worse when I upped the dosage from 18mg to 36 yesterday.
I explained what I was feeling to my therapist yesterday and he passed the message to the doc (both part of psych service at school). Then I was told to continue with the 36mg through the weekend and see how I feel on monday. I understand that he may think that I was trying to change to soon, being that I had only been on the meds a total of 4 days with only one day on 36mg, but I know my body and what has been happening DOES NOT FEEL RIGHT
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PLEASE ANSWER: Am I giving up too soon? Does it take time for Concerta to work properly? If so, when and how do I know that it is working?
Any advice would be most appreciated. Thank you
