Help required, I think...... | ADHD Information

Peita,

I, too, sometimes have long periods of ennui and undermotivation. I don't know what it is. Sometimes it will last for months and my house and work life will be a complete mess!!! I become a big do-nothing, and am only motivated to drink. Then, for some reason, I will kind of snap out of it and start being productive again. It's very strange.

Is something else going on with you? Is this more than just regular ADD inertia? Why is everyone telling you to go to a psychiatrist?

Taritac-- A few days of inertia, that is a funk maybe.  But the fighting and the feet picking and the feeling sorry for herself and all night picture cutting... that sounds like more than a funk to me.

Peita-- how ya doin? 

I got an appointment with my pdoc next Friday. I'm still feeling way out of whack, the knot in my stomach wont go away and I have had this f**ken headache for a week now.

I feel like a caged mouse running on one of those wheels, going absolutely nowhere but entertaining to anyone watching the stupidity of the exercise.

The fighting cant all be blamed on me. I mean if your other half didn't speak more than two words to you all weekend but denied you had done anything to bother them wouldn't you get annoyed? I worked my arse of cooking for his workmates and their partners but as soon as they all left he sat on the couch and ignored me. Then complained the next morning that the dishes wern't all done and the house cleaned. He said it wasn't directed at me, but who else is he talking about?

Anyway, it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter how hard I try, it's never good enough, never has been.

I am told I have a mean bone towards family- when I don't see it, myself.  I t has been a definite happening when I quit my Metadate.  So........I quickly take a pill, if I missed a dose. I don't want to quit this plan again...it was money that had me stop before.

I am thinking, dear Peita....get your meds leveled.  It sounds like me when my level is not regulated correctly......Hugs to you....Hang in there,,,,

Peita-

You know I've been feeling the same way-Maybe it's the moon or something. I noticed the other board has been really really quite. I've tried myself to step out of my funk and post something, but kindof feel like I've got nothing of importance to say. I've been extremely anxious as well for a week or better, started to think my meds. aren't working, can't really figure it out. God-surely this will pass for everyone!