Your MD/psych is SUPPOSED to remove the meds periodically to check on symptoms (in Canada its listed on the Rx as a possible). This can be the only way sometimes to see if it was a short-term disability you've had or if it truly is ADHD.
"Med Holidays" don't work for everyone but do for me. Whenever possible about every 2 months I take a week off to allow myself to come back off meds and give my body and mind a short break. When I do it helps me keep the dosage low (I've been on 20mg dexedrine now for about a year and a half) and keeps my mind sharper and more in tune.
Anxiety is normal for ADHDers. Most times the meds take the edge off this but sometimes therapy can help. I highly recommend that therapy be used in conjunction with any meds. If you don't - you'll never unlearn the bad habits of ADHD and get back on track.
Hi everyone~
I have been taking Adderall everyday for almost a year now. I can't tell now how much actual benefit I'm getting from in anymore or if I just use it to "going in the mornings". In the beginning, it was such a dramatic change and I was so happy to have found the "answer!"
But sometimes, I get so antsy and irritable towards the end of the day, that I have to come home and take a Xanax just to take the edge off. Does this sound like my dosage is too high or I need to take periodic breaks from it. And theirin is my next question. How do you take a break and not feel total exhaustion? Sometimes the thought of getting through the day without it scares me. I'm a busy hairdresser and on my feet all day and feel like I need it sometimes perhaps as a performance enhancing drug. Does this make sense to anybody? I mean there's no question I'm ADHD, but I'm wondering if I've used this drug to be able to do more than I normally could have without it. Any feedback would be appreciated. I'm complentating trying to go today without it, but am scared I'll be so exhausted I won't be able to work all day.
I've heard that taking periodic breaks makes it way more effective when you go back on it....and frankly, that would be fabulous. It's just taking the break that freaks me out. Any suggestions?
Sakura~
I'm the same as you as far as days off are concerned. Before medication, my days off were filled with one project after another being started (house work, errands, lunch with a friend or my sister, putting photos in an album...etc.) and by about 3:00, nothing was done except for lunch! My brain was like a treadmill that never stopped. Now, I actually get things done and am VERY organized. I laughed out loud when I read about you not running out of toilet paper for a year! I would do the exact same thing. Using paper towels for the days I couldn't remember to stop and get it! OUCH!!! LOL!
Anyway, I guess we can see that the benefits outweigh the concerns about this medication. When I think back to what my life was like before diagnosis and meds, I can't stand it. I can't stand to even think about it!
Anyway, it's good to talk to someone else who has the same concerns. You made me feel better. Thanks! Angela
Not sure if MD’s are “SUPPOSED” to remove the meds (as Glen said), but when I changed docs, the new doc told me to stop the Adderall. I didn’t really want to, but I had only about a 10-day supply left. I took those pills throughout a 30-35 day period with no meds for one 10-day stretch. The times I was not on meds, I found it easier to screw up and I seemed to have forgotten all the coping mechanisms and behaviors I used before my time ON Adderall.Sakura - I would put up a very big warning flag if my therapist or doctor was offended by me asking a question. That would tell me that he/she is either incapable of considering options other than what they believe or that they are incompetent and truly are worried you'll wander off. A medical professional should never be worried about you leaving - your health is supposed to take precedent always.
CBT is practiced by many psychiatrists/psychologists. Try your local mental health unit with your government or CHADD for someone in your area. I'd be surprised if you didn't have a good pick of people practicing CBT near you.
Also sakura the MD/psych IS supposed to periodically check on your progress by removing meds to check. As I said in Canada it's on the small printout they give with warnings/dosages when receiving your Rx. You cannot see if it's ADHD or other disorders if you don't remove the meds and gauge the difference.
Sakura~
OMG! We are VERY similar. I am soooo scattered when I'm not on meds. I can't even complete a thought process! I've been in counseling (CBT) for about 6 months with a psychologist who specializes in adult add and adhd. He is so awesome. He's been working with children and adults with ADHD for over 30 years. He has taught me some things that I probably never would have learned without him. He also said interestingly that in his years of practice, I'm about as severe a case as he's ever seen. He even had my mother come in to talk about my childhood and I learned things about myself that I didn't know. I walked at 8 and a half months, was reading by age 3 and was supposedly a very active child. I don't think I ever learned to relax. I became bored very easily and still do sometimes, however, it's not nearly as bad now that I'm medicated.
The positive changes have majorly been noticed in my work. I've been a fairly successful hairstylist for 18 years now and my boss told me last week that my work and business have gone through the roof in about the last 8 months. WELL....that's about how long I've been on Adderall. The cool thing is...now that I can focus, my creativity has hit an all time high! I have more clients than I know what to do with. And I LOVE MY JOB! I mean, I've always enjoyed doing hair, but it's different now. It's like my work has meaning and purpose now. I'm not trying to get off on some psychobabble, but the positive changes in my life are major!
I GOTTA try this CBT thing. Can you tell me how you found your doc (any chance you can private message me their location like city or state). The current doc seemed a little offended when I asked him about CBT (like maybe I was gonna leave him—I don’t know, but he sort of blew it off).Sakura~
I would love to talk to you privately. Do you have Yahoo instant messanger? If you do, I'm angela71104
If not, e-mail me at angela71104@yahoo.com
I'd love to chat...I also have a bunch of stuff to tell ya and share, but don't wanna always bore everyone on the boards. LOL
Anyway, look forward to talking later.
Angela