Feeling horrible and getting worse | ADHD Information

are you trying to see how you do without it?I havn't had my adderall for awhile and I'm trying as hard as I can to get a perscription but without it I keep feeling worse and worse. It's getting worse by the second. I'm feeling majorly depressed and don't want to do anything. How come you have not talked to the doctor about it yet??  The doctor probably did not have a choice if you were abusing the drug!!!  He could get in trouble for continuing to do this knowing what you were doing!!!  Yeah but even so I wasn't doing it every day, and the effects of withdrawl were much worse than the effects of a few adderall past my limit.Because I was taking 5-6 30mg capsules at a time to do extreme work and chores that I would push myself to do.

I admit it was wrong and I won't do it again, and I think I proved myself enough - my dad and I bought some black market adderall (it was NOT crystal meth) from my friend (pusher) and even though I have the opportunity to take as many as I want, I still only take 2 30mg capsules, which is what I was being perscribed.

Note that we only did this because were going through a rough time and without our adderall we literally can't do anything, and my dad DOES have a perscription too, but the doctor cant get him in for an appointment for a few weeks.No, my doctor cut me off, but soon I am going to get back on it. I thought of calling my doctor and telling him that my withdrawl symptoms were just too severe and I didn't seem to be getting over it at all, but I knew if I did that the quack would just tell me, "It will pass, and I don't think giving you the Adderall back would do any good".Why did the doctor take you off of it??