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Hi everyone, im new here.  I have never been diagnosed with add but Im pretty sure I have it, well If I dont then something is seriously wrong with me.  I have a very bad organization problem and I always have.  I will go on serious up and downs with my housework were sometimes im okay but then it gets bad.  If something is already clean and tidy then im better at taking care of it but if it is out of place forget it my head just spins.  I think foggy/unclear most of the time, there are times where my thinking is more clear than others and I would love to find out why.  I was a troubled teen , ran away from home always in trouble.  My father abused me mentally  because of my add I couldnt concentrate in school and he would allways call me stupid and ugly and fat even though at the time I was like 120 lbs.  I ended up in juvenile jail and then into a group home where I ended up pregnant at 16.  I have never been able to make my own desisions, have an overeating disorder and forget what I did an hour ago.  I am 34 now and I really want some answers  can anyone relate to what im saying here?  Please? What im looking for here is someone who understands and someone who is going through the same thing.  The people around me dont understand they cant relate at all.  scatterbrain11139001.4726967593

Hi and welcome,

You are definetly not alone.  We have a lot in common- I too ran away as a teen (hmm, impulsive?) though I did manage to hold off on getting pregnant till 18.

I'm going to pm you.

Oh yes , the reason I have not gone to the doctor is because I have no insurance and not alot of money.  When I do get money to go to the dr. I have to go bc my heart and my eating disorder.  Whatever will kill me first.