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I wish that I could tell you exactly what to do and tell you that it was the correct decision that will work without a flaw....However, I can't, and neither can anyone else (Unless you're religious, in that case, perhaps God/Budah/? could??) It sounds to me like you already have your hands full and as if you're overwhelmed.....Only you can decide, ultimately, what you should do....however, if I were in your case, I'd probably do something like the following:
If I had been on adderall for 2 months and things were still overwhelming, despite the fact that they were better, I would not assume that things would be getting better and not take further action because of it. I would put myself, my health, and my well-being at the top of my priorities and act according to how I am doing...not how I could be affecting the company. "Me-time" is very important, even though it is extremely hard to find me- time, I would make sure that I wasn't so swamped that I couldn't just relax sometimes. If a person finds time for themself and relaxation in their daily lives, they normally experience less stress and are much happier. Taking on more than you can handle is a sure way to lead a sleep-deprived, high-stress, "not happy" life......If my schedule was already tiresome, I would not pick up an extra day of work. I would leave it to my under-staffed company to hire another employee......
I don't know if that helps at all....I know that I have been on adderall xr for about 2 years now and it does help me at least keep my life some what less-chaotic, but I am still most definitely ADHD....I can get really overwheled with situations like you have described and I don't know what to do. I will often get so overwhelmed and upset by the situation that it seems as if there isn't a way out and I "freak-out".....but with each experience, I come out with something new learned and things always seem to work out...even if it is difficult for quite awhile. Trust me, you're not alone in what you're feeling.....we've all been through situations (although they vary) where we are lost in what we should do! I hope that things work out for you in the end!! Just remember that it's not up to you to take on all of the responsibilities of the company, especially if they are under-empolyed. Remember to keep YOU in mind when making your decision and I hope that things work out for the best! Keep us posted with how things work out....and if you have any other concerns or just need to vent, you've come to the right place!
P.S. No matter how useless you may feel, try to look on the positive side....think of the things that you HAVE achieved and get a positive outlook on life, etc....I find that it helps a lot with coping with emotions, decisions, and just life overall!
Continue as you are up until the boss requests you to work more hours.
Do your job, get paid, go home, relax - that is all you have to do.
It is the boss's problem to worry.
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