im glad you the benefits of being medicated for your adhd.
pot is a very bad choice to treat adhd long term.
adhd drugs have been around for over 50 years now.
pot has been considered about 40 years ago and was ruled out all together.
also i see that you have a ned to be in control of your situation , but please hear me . get advice from someone who treats adhd for a living they may help find the best drug/med now rather than tring to self med yourself with things that may cause death long term.
another way to look at it is if we list out all 450 drugs that have been used to treat adhdsince 1950 pot isnt even on the list because it actually makes some of our symptoms worse
I do understand where your coming from, as weed does have a sedative effect, and it also helps with your appertite. The main problem appart from the obvious that its illegal, is that it can produce parranioya, which in a person with ADHD would probably be dramatically increased as apposed to a person without ADHD. Anther problem, which you may already be finding is that the more you smoke it, the more you need to get the same effect, I'm not saying that its addictive, just that your body gets used to the effects, so that over time it looses it effectiveness and you need two joints instead of one to get the same effect.