[QUOTE=DinoKid]I am so angry with myself.
I know it's hard, but you have to be your own best friend.
I will be kicked out of my sunday school class.
My son can't handle sunday school either, but he does well outdoors at a playground or the beach or the swimming pool.
I am getting worse and right now i hate myself.
Do your parents know you feel this way?
I am getting in trouble and do wrong alot. I am angry with myself. I keep others from learning, and i am like center of attention.
People notice that i take a switch like my personality changes and notice that something is wrong. I change and different. It is strange what is happening to me. I interupt, and talking over other, blurt out things and talk off the wall. It is hard to explain what happens to me inside me that in my brain, and strange. What is happening to me. I am on all meds that are ritalin and zoloft which is the generic brand for zoloft. and nite and nite i take risperdal and clondine.
Maybe this combination of meds is too much for your body to handle.
I am going to tell my psychriatrist tommorrow because i have my appointment tommorrow. it is like i switch at 11:00 Am i do at church and can't be quiet for 2 hours straight, and i go to the restroom and everything i need to do. I was good for 1 hour and i was kept busy writing from the overhead the whole time in the morning service.
Where i would go if i get kicked out of that class i will have to sit in the hallway and have no class. This is so sad.
Dinokid,
Please let a parent read what you wrote and maybe you and your parents can find a good counselor for you to tell these things to. You are still young and your brain and body are still growing.
I will take all help from others.[/QUOTE]