Why do i have to figth?

Hello.

I am a girl who is 22 years old from Norway. All my life i have had this ADHD thing going on in my body. I'v had so much pain inside of me by the years. I sometimes feel like the best thing to do is to kill myself.  But i do know that it's not make the problems go....cause my folks would be brokend. I now have my Ritalin and it works for me, but i got them first in january 2003. 15 years to late....and now i got som problems by beeing sosial and feel good about myself... I do not have any friends.... WHAT CAN I DO? WHY IS THE RITALIN NOT ENOUGH???? HELP ME SOMEONE!

Rainbow-Girl, Depression often goes hand in hand with ADHD.  When a person is failing through life or being called lazy or no good or teachers just constantly disciplining, it has a huge affect upon ones self esteem.

I would seriously telling your doctor these feelings and that you are feeling depressed.  Perhaps some counselling would help you.

But depression is an illness and can be treated.  Look into this and I believe you may find that EVERYONE goes through these feelings during their life, unless they are gifted with a perfect existance.

It is normal and expected, but dont feel like you have to suffer alone.  Ask for Help.