hi all, HELP!  i am going to be starting a new job at target next week sometime and i am scared to death, scared of failing, scared of suceeding, scared of everything!

i was trying the strattera and at only 10 mgs was making me hostile and angry and so i did not take it today.  my past job history has been horrible and i was soooo hoping this med would help me so i could get and keep a job!!

i do not know what to do now!  i am already feeling defeated and know what will happen as has happened all my life (i am 47).  so now i am thinking i do  not even want to start the job there because i know me ohhhh soooo well that it is going to only kill my esteem either way, so already i am defeated and yes i have tried positive self talk but i know me too well.

i wish i could be someone else.siiiigh.

The biggest fear of all is the fear of the unknown.

Rae is right - Take a deep breath!

Here are some positives:

1. You already have been there when you picked up the application.
2. You were there when you had the interview.
3. You might already shop there, so you recognize some people.
4. You look marvelous in red.

Finally: