I'm 23 and far too full of beans! I'm sure you all know how it feels to be so full of energy the only way to get rid of it is to wait it out or you'd end up crashing your head against a wall, bouncing off a wall or crying like a baby. I'm lately getting really sick to death of it. Most of my friends are older than me by at least 7 years and are all quite grown up having babies and settling down. At parties, I get so full of evergy I feel like i'm making an embarrassment of myself and i feel like crying the next morning. I know its the same old 'square peg round hole' theory and that my friends accept me for being a square peg but I want to be round. I want to be quiet. I want to make sense and have a real conversation but I talk crap crap crap. I litterally talk my stupid random thoughts and nobody understands me.
I try to hold it in at work but it makes me shake and makes the evenings with my poor long suffering boyfriend worse as he gets a big ball of energy to try and hug up to after work!
Anyone know how to help me calm down???
eatmytry39414.2757638889Do you have a diagnosis? Are you on meds or anything?