At behavior therapy i try to pay attention and listen . But my brain can't stay focused and concertrate. I am not thinking about anything else. My mind is blank and i want to learn and listen to my behavior therapist and focus and pay attention and everything. What is wrong with me . I can't get the information that is being told to me. I want to so badly to get what i am being told. I hate that my brain is this way. My brain is going on overload and too much it is. My behavior therapist said he will cut things up what he is saying in therapy more. That is nice that he will do that but still I am tired of having this problem and I want to be able to learn and everything. I think i had a thought just a sec. ago but i forgot now. I hate this when this happens. I am on ritalin 20 mgs 3 times a day-brand name. I take for adhd and it is mild case and combined type. I also take risperdal and zoloft. I am so tired of these problems. Why am i having these kind of problems? It makes me wonder. I will be seeing a neurologist to find out if there is something wrong with my thinking.
I seen my old therapist what i had in high school and i told her thank you and that i am not mad at her anymore and know she was doing her job by telling my mom what i said in therapy and now that really made her happy that i am not mad at her and didn't know i was mad at her .
My therapist had to verbally get me to go to the front and trying to get me to go get a appointment to my next appointment for therapy and it will be January 7,2008 at 1:00 pm.
I have adhd,depression,ptsd,panic disorder,deafness,sensory integration disorder,communication disorder,and mild mental retardation.
Please respond.... I want some feedback. thanks.
I am 23 years old and i am more like a 10-12 year old. I am very immature like alot of years.