diagnosises rant :-S | ADHD Information

so we've known i am adhd. but my mom seems to think it's leaning towards "boardeline". but now they're saying im discalculiac and have executive functioning disorder or something. and they think i might celiac. i think i might have some depression. im freaking out, because i have to make up a semester of math and take another one: online: which my school like never allows. im the exception. just like not having to take chem to graduate. today, my mom basically impulse- bought me a reeeaaalllyy nice (and not cheep) skateboard. and i think it might be because she feels bad for the "ehh" holiday season we had and because of all the times ive had meltdowns about school and asked her "what's wrong with me" and no one seems to know (mostly about why i can't pass math)... but im not sure. even if i am technically supposed to pay her back for some of the board. but it's really nice and im really excited to use some more (hopefully when it's not wet from rain next time!)

uhh yeahh. second semester of senior year starts tomorrow and im totally freaked. im wondering if i want to change meds and what im going to do about medication next  year when im (hopefully) at college (if i can graduate and convince my mom im ready... im not so sure anymore... :-S)

is it normal to be confused and not really sure what to feel when you're diagnosed with stuff? i don't really remember feeling this way with the adhd. maybe it's because no body cared so much about having testing and being a "special case" at school back then? are these "confused" feelings normal??

sorry about the rant, but writing always seems to help... :- :-)