HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

My main goal for 2005 is to solve the problem that causes most of ALL my other problems! That being a job that I know I can keep. Until yesterday, I was unemployeed before Christmas, and was very depressed. Nobody was hireing, not even for sh*t jobs. What atime to be out of work, and if I didn't find a job before Mon. Jan 3rd, I would have to go back to my job that I took a leave of absence from to "GET A LIFE" .  I have my Aunts retirement party to attend Sun. and than Mon., my best friend is moving around the corner in their new house(a clone of ours) Cheri is also retired at 57. All I could think about was that I have no real job, two people I love are retireing and I'll be returning a NIGHT job that I hated more than anything!

God must have been guiding me to this place that actually does verification for those horrible telemarketing companys. And b/c I did hold a job for 6 yrs in that field I was hired on the spot! For day work. Than my hubby TOLD me "you must go back to school"! When he suggested going for Dental assistant, I was floored! I had always wanted to do that, and I know someone who went for it. I don't mind the hard work, and it's better than trying to multi-task in a Dr's. office.

I felt like I had hit rock bottom and than some ( if there is such a thing). But today, the last day of 2004, I believe I stand a chance. My meds seem to be almost right so I think just knowing I have a chance, even now, my thinking is clearer so I can handle the stuff that was caused by living in constant fear of getting fired from all the sh*t jobs. I though my hubby had given up on me, but he knows I did very well in tech school, for billing & coding, but it was to involved on the billing side, so I failed at work. I know with ADD, I will have to work harder, but HEY, it's almost a new year and time for change. Now I having to go shopping and I feel I can breeze through it!

Oh, I'm sorry for rambling on for so long, but I feel I can do this and will have alot of support from my family & friends. Even my hubby said job problems can cause depression that filters down, affecting everyday tasks. (he's been there). I know I'll never be perfect, and still shy, but half way is darn near perfect for me!

Again sorry so long. I hope all of y'all have a happy New year and I have met so many wonderful people here, I just want the best for everyone! See y'all next year!

I'll find a doctor and talk about my problem!

Clean my room to make things steady but it's hard to classify!

Do my best to concentrate to write a story!

My main goal for 2005 is to solve the problem that causes most of ALL my other problems! That being a job that I know I can keep. Until yesterday, I was unemployeed before Christmas, and was very depressed. Nobody was hireing, not even for sh*t jobs. What atime to be out of work, and if I didn't find a job before Mon. Jan 3rd, I would have to go back to my job that I took a leave of absence from to "GET A LIFE" .  I have my Aunts retirement party to attend Sun. and than Mon., my best friend is moving around the corner in their new house(a clone of ours) Cheri is also retired at 57. All I could think about was that I have no real job, two people I love are retireing and I'll be returning a NIGHT job that I hated more than anything!

God must have been guiding me to this place that actually does verification for those horrible telemarketing companys. And b/c I did hold a job for 6 yrs in that field I was hired on the spot! For day work. Than my hubby TOLD me "you must go back to school"! When he suggested going for Dental assistant, I was floored! I had always wanted to do that, and I know someone who went for it. I don't mind the hard work, and it's better than trying to multi-task in a Dr's. office.

I felt like I had hit rock bottom and than some ( if there is such a thing). But today, the last day of 2004, I believe I stand a chance. My meds seem to be almost right so I think just knowing I have a chance, even now, my thinking is clearer so I can handle the stuff that was caused by living in constant fear of getting fired from all the sh*t jobs. I though my hubby had given up on me, but he knows I did very well in tech school, for billing & coding, but it was to involved on the billing side, so I failed at work. I know with ADD, I will have to work harder, but HEY, it's almost a new year and time for change. Now I having to go shopping and I feel I can breeze through it!

Oh, I'm sorry for rambling on for so long, but I feel I can do this and will have alot of support from my family & friends. Even my hubby said job problems can cause depression that filters down, affecting everyday tasks. (he's been there). I know I'll never be perfect, and still shy, but half way is darn near perfect for me!

Again sorry so long. I hope all of y'all have a happy New year and I have met so many wonderful people here, I just want the best for everyone! See y'all next year!
Happy New Year To You! Latina, Let it Rip Girl, "Perfect"
Who wants to be Perfect, let you into a secret, its not all
creative, quirky or original, so Stand Up and take a bow
because You are You! Cheers and Thanks from an old
guy who you, without knowing it, Helped in 2004.

Hi Ryan! You better believe I'm Letting it Rip! And you're right, who wants to be perfect? Anyone who says they are (as my late Grandmother would say), are nothing but a bunch  of "pompas asses"! It took me a long time to except who I was. Now that I have, I ain't going back!

I'm glad I could help you. Thats good to hear. Im sure at one time or another, I probably got advise from you. Hope you have a happy New Year!

By the way, only half of me is "Latina"(Puerto Rican). The other is Irish on my moms side. Not sure where, but my Great Great Grandparents came from Ireland. I always wanted to visit. Ahh... maybe someday. Hope you "stick around " in 05, b/c so many of our ADD/ADHD Family have disapeared.

  P.S., Ryan You HAVE helped me with your confidence in me and your GIVE EM' HELL attitude! Thanks again.