going to doc armed

OK, i've been off of my welbutrin xl for more than two weeks now.  I've been taking 25mg of zoloft since then to help with any mood swings/pms that may occur before going back to the doctor.  I heard from some that it was irresponsible to take meds against docs orders, but I was just keeping from exploding.  I like to be nice.  Anyway, I feel great, but only have a few zolofts left.  I guess I need to get back in to tell the doctor that I didn't try the Effexor b/c I was scared of similiar irritability side effects like I experienced with the Welbutrin.  Wish me luck.

I'm taking Dr. Amen's checklist along with a checklist I found for women with ADHD.  I scored VERY high on these lists.  I am also taking the depression and bipolar checklists to disprove that theory.  I hope and pray that he will agree to try me  on a stimulant.  If he won't, then I am just going to ask to stay on a low dose of Zoloft and remain scattered and happy.  I've made it 30 years, I like myself, I just won't ever be the super woman that I dream of being. lol.

Does anyone else get tired of people telling them they are depressed because you are a bit emotional and have periods of low energy, even when you generally feel happy?