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From early in school I started having problem's, about 12 year's old on I had major problem's in school.

 

"could do better" " Something must change" "Won't sit still and do his work, alway's moving in his seat"

 

The school system tried to take control of the problem earlier then that because I was going to public school at the time and having major issue's.

They say when I was 6 and 7 year's old my mother would have to make me sit on my hand's because I would shake them out of frustration, they said at these time's I would be putting something together *like a toy* and I would get frustrated and stop or seem like I would go into a fog. <--- mind you I guess this could be perfectly normal for such a young child.

 

That was the early 80's then and I don't think they really had a good hold on what ADD was, they told my parent's I was lazy and whatnot *NOT true*

 

It was so hard to get my mind to stay on track with one thing at a time, I remember setting there sweating every day...praying we would do something I halfway liked because I knew my brain would lock up.

 

When I say lock up, it lock's up. I can actually force it to atleast function and do what need's to be done now but it take's ALOT of effort to stay on task *leg's start's moving *like it's doing right now*

My memory is also really bad in these time's *short term*

After I type for a while I will start miss spelling and missing key stroke's, the fog thing I talked about.

 

I have ringing in one ear while Im trying really hard at something *mental power* This happen's about 20-25% of the time, only at these time's.

 

Writing this take's alot of effort, I am not a retard... I can read VERY well and I understand some pretty complicated thing's when having to do with math ect ect.

 

I can't set and do math for any good amount of time, my brain will fog up and I will feel like Im in a daze untill I stop trying too hard, at wich point I will slowly wake back up and come out of it.. slowly.

 

The harder I try the worse it get's *this is with anything I do, even working on race car's, something I love to do.. will cause this to come on depending on what Im doing*  Like something that take's alot of small movement's and alot of brain power, especially while being really still.

 

I can over come this with anything else, but I can't when it come's to studying, I am back living at home at 24 year's old.. I have to do something.

 

Any advice would be nice, Im taking 5-htp and B-complex for the last week... it's helping very little.

Supplements aren't necessarily a bad thing, but in my own personal opinion I don't think they work for things like ADD. I think herbs and such can be very beneficial for things like cleansing your organs or helping to boost your immunity, but I don't think they do much for altering brain chemistry.

I had a friend tell me the other day that I should try Gingko Biloba before any of the meds out there. I dismissed the idea because I used to try it in university. It did diddly squat to help me study or listen to the prof. I'd think one capsule of GB may equal about a half a milligram of Ritalin in terms of benefit. Pretty innefective.

Well, just yesturday I found out a friend of two year's has it, they had to give him 20  mg of rit a day before he could function like he needed too.

 

He told me it's been 10 year's and the sustained 20mg pill, one a day, helps him deal with it and he can work and study whatever he want's.

 

I don't like the idea of something like rit, but if it end's up that way then it just does, I can't function in school like I need to right now.

So, Im wasting time with supplement's then.. that's what I thought.

Doc it is, I guess.

Well, this all sounds like me too, even the school problems. I agree, it is hard on you as a kid to constantly be criticized for things you cant help. Also the ringing in the ear thing- its both annoying as hell and distracting, isnt it?!?!

Have you been diagnosed and have you tried meds? It seems like both have been really really helpful for a lot of people here.

Hang in there. Just remember that you're not stupid and you're not lazy and the people who told you that in the past are the ones with the problems, not you.

If you have insurance  a trip to a psch Dr. with ADD  experience is the best route IMO.

 

I did  a lot of the same types of behaviors in varying degrees