Sometimes it’s just so hard... | ADHD Information

There are times when I think i'm just going to go out of my mind. Even after all the effort, progress, achievement, I'm still having so many problems trying to function in "normal" society.

Why can't I stay on task? I have notes, timers, calendars, daytimers, ink on my hand, but still after a few minutes I will find myself doing something totally not important compared to my schoolwork or whatever that's due so soon.

I have SO MUCH WORK TO DO!!!!!! Argh. It's like a big monster in front of me that I can't run away from no matter how hard I want to. My Girlfriend thinks I hate her or something- but it's just i'm all stressed out that I become ultrasensitive to little things that happen around me. I told her to stop touching me but I didn't know how to explain it right and she is angry at me now. I still have to study for my bio exam, do a research paper and a class presentation and another paper for english. ( and fix things with her...) I can't wait for this summer when I can just work and not worry about all this school stuff.

Sorry, Just had to rant. Maybe I should go make a journal for this stuff...
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lol did it again I gotta go do my assignment stuff.
The only job I could function at and actually excel was customer service. I would just tell customers information they needed to know and everything worked out fine. I did so well at it, I got promoted to something thats driving me up the wall, with complicated crap to remember everyday.