hey,
Im a 16 yaer old high school student and ive been dealing with and hiding a lot of sh*t in my life for as long as i can remember. Ive had a couple anxiety attacks, deperession periods, and such but i hid them from everyone. I zone out constantly when people are talking to me but im a pretty social person and im an athlete, and im smart too so nobody really noticed it. I started smoking weed lastt year and i smoked ridiculous amounts, but i started getting anxioius and i started to show ADD symptoms exteremly bad when high, 9Zoned out so much i couldnt even speak) so after a while i just smoke now once a month or so......
I had a panic attack about 2 months ago and i said that im sick of this sh*t so i went to a doctor and asked him to help calm me down. i got over it and iwas fine and being a calm person normally i hid all the anxiety and ignored it until it went away, not showing or talking about it with anyone.
I took 10 mg of adderall the other day and it worked great, but i didnt eat at all and i felt a little sick, and at night i was cracked out as hell. but it stimulated me i didnt zone out like normal and i was able to focus with my sh*t, no anxiety i did great in class great with my friends and good at my game. I had a little bit of mood swings but thats a small price to pay for feeling good all day long and feeling lik ei can do anything.
I dont want to be chemically dependent with somthing that can kill you, but what do you guys all think? should i go to a shrink and figure out if i really have this or if i just dont give a sh*t about some people and just dont give a sh*t all around?
Are there any natrual supplements that truly work? I am willing to try because i think my case of ADD isnt very huge and somthing small will work good., maybe a smaller dose of adderall....time release? i didnt have sleeping problems with the 10 mg but i dont nkow.......i defeintly need somthing. Maybe cafferine and some vitamis? what do you guys think?????
advice?I agree, see a doctor, talk to a consellor and whatever you do don't take someone shrugging you off....it'll probably happen a few times...You don't seem very funny to me so far!
Tell us a joke.
sure, it's 3rd grade toilet humor but they make me laugh soooo hard!