I like the color Idea!
I have been taking Strattera since March 05. In the beginning I had trouble going to sleep...staying a sleep...then I wanted to nap all day. It is better now. I want to give Adderrall sp? a try I don't feel the Stratterra is helping all that much. I Have had depression for at least 20 years. I have been on tntc different anti D meds with little to no relief. I have been doing better just recently... I'm Reading... another self help book. Very interesting book, has helped...Title, "Excuse me your life is waiting" By Lynn Grabhorn.
I think and hope...as I get my add more under control... I won't be depressed.
LTC1...more similarities between us....depression for..ever....lots of med trials. Have you tried Celexa? Best ever for me, the last four years. I'm thinking perhaps Ritalin instead of Strattera....why do you think Adderal might be good for you?
Hey David....You CAN be bitchy! In Spanish even!! I'm very impressed! I've gotten much better at pre-emptive verbal strikes....the words come when I'm in the situation, not later. But if I ever have advance warning of the need, I might consult with you first.
As Martha Steward might say..."It's a GOOD thing!"
Okay, Dave....I'll start posting in MY favorite color. Can you guess what it is?
Dave....do you ever get cranky and bitchy? I mean, the male equivalent of bitchy? You seem like such an optimist! I want some of that!!
[QUOTE=LTC1]I like the color Idea!I have been taking Strattera since March 05. In the beginning I had trouble going to sleep...staying a sleep...then I wanted to nap all day. It is better now. I want to give Adderrall sp? a try I don't feel the Stratterra is helping all that much. I Have had depression for at least 20 years. I have been on tntc different anti D meds with little to no relief. I have been doing better just recently... I'm Reading... another self help book. Very interesting book, has helped...Title, "Excuse me your life is waiting" By Lynn Grabhorn.
I think and hope...as I get my add more under control... I won't be depressed.
[/QUOTE]David, I'm sure the comorbidity of depression and ADD will come up....if I can restrain myself from giving my 'dalk' a sharp tongue-lashing because he never considered ADD before...although I ALWAYS had the lingering problem of difficulty concentrating, focusing and being motivated, once we found an effective anti-d.
In fact, he asked me why I drank, and I told him that I felt guilty because I was never motivated to do what I had to do at home, particularly after a day at work trying to concentrate and juggle too much. As if I had 'used up' my mental and emotional energy during the day. He knew I couldn't 'thought-stop', but would obsess about things...like some kind of broken record, playing over and over and over and over.....
I am concerned that he may continue to be reluctant to prescribe a stimulant because of the addictive potential. I've never gotten into drugs...and even when I had tons of them at my disposal, I never overmedicated.
I am so glad that you are all here because no one...NO ONE... I've talked to understand like you do...the apprehension, the confusion...the certainty that ADD explains you...when so many people still think it's an excuse. I know once I get past the adjustment phase, and grieving the loss of...hmm, my self-deprecating way of life? The idea that I shoulda, woulda...if only I coulda. I will get to a place where I can accept myself as I am...and maybe discover a way to tap all those ADD qualities that I always thought were liabilities.
Well, anyway.....Thanks.
Joyous5638578.5850231481 [QUOTE=Joyous56]Hey David....You CAN be bitchy! In Spanish even!! I'm very impressed! I've gotten much better at pre-emptive verbal strikes....the words come when I'm in the situation, not later. But if I ever have advance warning of the need, I might consult with you first.As Martha Steward might say..."It's a GOOD thing!"[/QUOTE]
Yeah, it was a great way to pass the two hours waiting for the next
flight. Do you know that in Costa Rica there is no authority available
over American Airlines employees on weekends? All I kept doing was
explaining the situation, and asking them to let me on the plane. When
they'd say they didn't have the authority, I'd ask "may I speak with
your supervisor?" I made it up three levels, then struck out.
So
it wasn't just learning to express myself in Spanish, I was also
testing the system to see how far I could push. I learned that in
college, where we had to role play international politics, and keep the
world from nuclear disaster.
Then
we were challenged in a sales and marketing course that no does not
mean no, it means try again with a different tactic. So, with time to
kill, I hone my skills...
How utterly ADHD of me...
Once
I defended our community from a liquor license, and won. Several people
thought I was a lawyer... Hey, all that TV paid off, eh? hehe
Dress like one, talk like one, act like one, and they'll beleive you.
OMG, I've even done that in the ER of hospitals. Twice now I've been
asked to assist b/c they were short handed, and I look like an EMT.
Which I am, btw, but a volunteer ski patrol, so I have a utility belt,
and wear the dark clothes thing, and the ADDitude.
REmember the TV show, the pretender? I can do a lot of that.
Remember
the movie Catch Me If You Can? Frank Abagnale? I met him and talked to
him for a while. It's all about confidence and projected perception.
David,
I'm sure the comorbidity of depression and ADD will come up....if I can
restrain myself from giving my 'dalk' a sharp tongue-lashing because he
never considered ADD before...although I ALWAYS had the lingering
problem of difficulty concentrating, focusing and being motivated,
once we found an effective anti-d. Do it. Maybe it'll keep him from misdiagnosing someone else.
In fact, he asked me why I drank, and I told him that I felt guilty because I was never motivated to do what I had to do at home, particularly after a day at work trying to concentrate and juggle too much. As if I had 'used up' my mental and emotional energy during the day. He knew I couldn't 'thought-stop', but would obsess about things...like some kind of broken record, playing over and over and over and over.....
I
am concerned that he may continue to be reluctant to prescribe a
stimulant because of the addictive potential. I've never gotten into
drugs...and even when I had tons of them at my disposal, I never
overmedicated. Addictive potential
to the non-AD/HD maybe, but not to the properly medicated/supervised
ADr. And the nOrmal who gets addicted to stims is psychologically
addicted, not physically addicted. Develops a tolerance, too, which is
a reaction of the body increasing it's metabolic rate in processing the
molecule. Huge difference, medically. Besides, the doses for AD/HD are
quite low compared to the abused rates.
And the abused compound (methamphetamine:
1-phenyl-2-methylaminopropane; d-phenylisopropylmethyl-amine) is different from the medicinal compounds (amphetamine:
dl-alpha-methylphenethylamine,
1-phenyl-2-aminopropane, beta-aminopropylbenzene); methamphetamine + amphetamine; dexidrine; methylphenidate; deximethylphenidate; etc.
There
are a lot of chemical biology differences, such as blends, enantiomeric
ratios, formulation inclusions, impurities, etc. that differentiate the
beneficials from the junk. Why do you think they call it "Junk"? (junk
is heroin, which had it's medicinal applications).
Listen
to this: the main reason doctors do not readily make AD/HD diagnoses,
nor prescribe stimulants as mitigation, is because of their medical
malpractice insurance. They are afraid of a law suit.
They are AFRAID!
Make
sense?
Fear is a lack of faith, and faith requires belief. Belief comes
from education and experience, so we as those who have suffered
MISDIAGNOSES need to calmly and professionally educate and share our
experiences with those who make these decisions.
I
am so glad that you are all here because no one...NO ONE... I've talked
to understand like you do...the apprehension, the
confusion...the certainty that ADD explains you...when so many
people still think it's an excuse. I know once I get past
the adjustment phase, and grieving the loss of...hmm, my
self-deprecating way of life? The idea that I shoulda, woulda...if
only I coulda. I will get to a place where I can accept myself as
I am...and maybe discover a way to tap all those ADD qualities that I
always thought were liabilities. This means you get to share your new found wisdom with others, eh?
Well, anyway.....Thanks. On behalf of my contributions, you are welcome. And thanks to you for your help! D[/QUOTE]
Davidornado38578.613599537I haven't tried Celexa. The reason for wanting to try Adderal is the number of posts on the board that say how much it has helped.
[QUOTE=Joyous56]
Okay, Dave....I'll start posting in MY favorite color. Can you guess what it is? uuuhhhh, mmmm, GREEN???
Dave....do you ever get cranky and bitchy? I mean, the male equivalent of bitchy? You seem like such an optimist! I want some of that!!
[/QUOTE]Has anyone here experienced depression on Strattera? I read it was one of the less common side effects, but it feels like I've gotten more depressed since I went on it.
However, I started Strattera the day after my ADD diagnosis...and maybe I'm just depressed because I have ADD.
Also...I'm not sleeping as well, tossing and turning and being over aware of every little sound (like my ceiling fan goes click,click,click, which I never noticed before). Insomnia could be causing me to feel more 'down' than usual as well.
Plus...the Strattera doesn't seem to change anything...which is depressing in itself.
Sometimes I think a rubber room looks pretty good.
Hang in there, Joyce, you'll bounce back. And not off the walls, either...